05-09-2020, 10:21 AM
Losing the mag has been a fate that I've been dreading for years.
Losing my job, well, that blindsided me. I figured I could keep a place at TC even without the mag, and I may still have some freelance work there, but not enough to pay all the bills. The pandemic factor on the economy was the mitigating factor.
I did not expect this at all. And I never foresaw the physical effect it would have upon me. The anxiety is crazy. Both Tara and Stacy suffered from anxiety issue due to medical conditions. This is purely psychological and it's...well, freaking me out. The ongoing paranoia that it might be covid isn't helping either.
I am so dreading the formal announcement Tuesday.
Losing my job, well, that blindsided me. I figured I could keep a place at TC even without the mag, and I may still have some freelance work there, but not enough to pay all the bills. The pandemic factor on the economy was the mitigating factor.
I did not expect this at all. And I never foresaw the physical effect it would have upon me. The anxiety is crazy. Both Tara and Stacy suffered from anxiety issue due to medical conditions. This is purely psychological and it's...well, freaking me out. The ongoing paranoia that it might be covid isn't helping either.
I am so dreading the formal announcement Tuesday.
Shadow boxing the apocalypse