05-05-2020, 09:50 PM
I’ve been awake for like 36 hours now. Couldn’t sleep last night due to the rip-KFTC brain circus and the fear of finding work in these times. Every time I started to dose off, another bucket of adrenaline dumped into my stomach. Couldn’t eat well today either due to that. Tried to nap several times but just started tweaking out. I started to nod during Brooklyn 99 and almost went down. My mom is watching Masked winter at top volume and it’s playing into my sleep deprived hallucinations. Must sleep. Need rest. Even vodka isn’t helping.
Shadow boxing the apocalypse