05-09-2020, 02:55 AM
well, that kinda worked for one deep sleep cycle. went down quickly just after posting above. woke up gemtly and lay quietly for a few minutes until reality crept back in and then it was such a brutal punch in the gut of adrenaline that my body flinched. that was a little after midnight.
still felt some of the melatonin and was hoping to ride it back to sleep but it's been about two hours with no luck. tomorrow i should take it for the second cycle instead of the first. i got max dose 10s, and now i think i should've got 5 to split up the dose over the night. theyre powder-filled capsules so they don't cut well.
been getting the usual anxiety waves and brain circus. man, this sucks.
day 52
still felt some of the melatonin and was hoping to ride it back to sleep but it's been about two hours with no luck. tomorrow i should take it for the second cycle instead of the first. i got max dose 10s, and now i think i should've got 5 to split up the dose over the night. theyre powder-filled capsules so they don't cut well.
been getting the usual anxiety waves and brain circus. man, this sucks.
day 52
Shadow boxing the apocalypse