my mom

[Greg]

Here's my 2 cents.

You need to go talk to someone about what you are going through. either a psychologist or psychiatrist. You've been in the trenches too long without any relief. Plus, you're dealing with some big losses in your life at the moment. It's too much to bear alone.

My sister who is in a similar situation to you recently had a nervous breakdown. I don't if that's what they are calling it, but that's what it sounds like. She had to go to the emergency room because she couldn't stop weeping. Just recently she spent two weeks going through intensive therapy to help her deal with her mental health issues. It's been months since she's been able to even go over to my mother's house. The thought of it makes her cry. Naturally, my mother can't understand what the problem is and thinks she must be having a difficult time at work. Which she is, but not to the level of stress my mother deals out.

I don't want a similar fate to happen to you. Please, do something to help yourself before it gets out of control.

I will now descend from my soapbox and go back to making fun of your choice in crushes.