05-07-2018, 02:51 PM
At some point, probably not right away, you ought to consider giving Mahler by Ken Russel an eye and an ear. The movie uses Mahler scores throughout.
http://www.brotherhoodofdoom.com/doomFor...ght=mahler
Today is proving a far more difficult day for me. There had been so much preparation -- and others did a whole lot more than me -- and then the participation/performance on Saturday and Sunday, for which I had all sorts of worries and little sleep, knowing that we'd be doing unfamiliar things with the sketchiest of guidance, or with spur-of-the-moment changes, and yes, I'm neurotic, always have been, I overthink things, I agonize over my screwups, and there were a number on Saturday and Sunday...
Anyway, today is the first day without all those worries, where I'm free to think about what just went down, and now it's really sinking in.
http://www.brotherhoodofdoom.com/doomFor...ght=mahler
Today is proving a far more difficult day for me. There had been so much preparation -- and others did a whole lot more than me -- and then the participation/performance on Saturday and Sunday, for which I had all sorts of worries and little sleep, knowing that we'd be doing unfamiliar things with the sketchiest of guidance, or with spur-of-the-moment changes, and yes, I'm neurotic, always have been, I overthink things, I agonize over my screwups, and there were a number on Saturday and Sunday...
Anyway, today is the first day without all those worries, where I'm free to think about what just went down, and now it's really sinking in.