Screeners I've been invited to but won't attend

[Drunk Monk]

Since the pandemic fucked up my career, I’ve been working too hard - too many jobs - so many deadlines - it makes it tough to take time off. I’ve got to work double time on either end. I do wonder if it’s worth it. 

But sadly I’m not very imaginative so as a writer, I must constantly consume experiences and adventures to feed my muse. My muse is voracious and unforgiving. Lately, I’ve struggled to keep up with her. My work is caught up for now but my writing is way behind lately. 

I still enjoy my lifestyle, and shall until it kills me, a fate that looks closer with each passing year.