Brain circus insomnia

[Drunk Monk]

So sorry to hear about your mom. I share your mom worry insomnia. I’m constantly thinking about what I’ll have to face when my mom passes. It has been the band of my sleeplessness for years. When she was still living at home, every time I’d open her door for my weekly visits, I’d flash on thr possibility of finding her fallen somewhere incapacitated or worse.

But right now I’m up because I drank too much whiskey watching Drunken Master for my birthday. I know, I know, alcohol is a depressant, but it also reduces inhibitions and for me, sometimes that affects my sleep. Seems paradoxical, I know. But here I am, awake again. Been lying in bed for like two hours pondering my age and life.