05-13-2020, 01:19 AM
yeah, it's gonna be another restless night. took a few shots off my dad's jd. he had one of those big ol' jug bottles stored in the liquor cabinet. he stopped drinking from it after his stroke and i only started on it after he passed, usually to mark his birthday or the anniversary of his passing. the melatonin is just blurring my vision right now. might need something stronger soon. i know, i know, you're not supposed to mix alcohol and sleeping aids. it's only a regular dose and a nitecap or two...
some of the thank yous i've been getting have been so touching - people who say my work changed the course of their martial path, or put them on that path, or how i helped support them back when they were starting out. it's making me wonder how my role in the martial world will change in the future. i suppose it depends on how stable my next job is and how much flexibility it might give me.
do i want to start judging at tournaments? i hate doing that. i'm a harsh judge. plus a long time ago, i said to myself i didn't want to go that route because, well mostly because of one of my kf bros - don gee (the cfs know). he was such a boring poseur. i'm not sure tournament coverage is that viable. maybe i could sharpen my video skills and start making vids for kfm's youtube (33K subscribers now). honestly, i'm not that good with a videocam and i don't know the first thing about editing but if greg can do it... okay, kidding. there's no way i could catch up to greg. but how hard is it to do basic editing? like real simple stuff? i'm sure i'd need better hardware - i could borrow tc's for sure.
man, i really look forward to the day when i can just sleep regularly again...
some of the thank yous i've been getting have been so touching - people who say my work changed the course of their martial path, or put them on that path, or how i helped support them back when they were starting out. it's making me wonder how my role in the martial world will change in the future. i suppose it depends on how stable my next job is and how much flexibility it might give me.
do i want to start judging at tournaments? i hate doing that. i'm a harsh judge. plus a long time ago, i said to myself i didn't want to go that route because, well mostly because of one of my kf bros - don gee (the cfs know). he was such a boring poseur. i'm not sure tournament coverage is that viable. maybe i could sharpen my video skills and start making vids for kfm's youtube (33K subscribers now). honestly, i'm not that good with a videocam and i don't know the first thing about editing but if greg can do it... okay, kidding. there's no way i could catch up to greg. but how hard is it to do basic editing? like real simple stuff? i'm sure i'd need better hardware - i could borrow tc's for sure.
man, i really look forward to the day when i can just sleep regularly again...
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